Hanging In

Hey y'all.


I just needed to say that I am doing okay. Actually I'm not... I keep telling myself that but in reality I am hurting so much inside. If it weren't for my Lord and Savior and my dear friends, Dave, Chris, Tina, Kaitlyn, and Cayce I don't know how I would be doing. We'll see where the future leads me but for now I just am taking life one day at a time and following my heart and listening to God to see what actions I should take in my life.


I have faith that I will be okay. That Chris and I both will (Chris was dumped one day before I was so we are going through this together). I have faith that I will find the perfect guy, somewhere, someday. 


I may hit some road blocks in the road but that will all be worth it when God leads me to the life he has set out for me. I cannot believe how much I have grown in my faith and my trust in God in the last couple of days but that is one thing that I am very thankful for.


I love all of the people in my life and please note that I will be okay... No matter how long it takes I know that He is always there for me to lean on when nobody else is.


I must get to bed now but I will write again soon, hopefully with some happier news.


<3
Ali :)